I'm not blogging about what's happening today.. this entry is directed to my dear only. I'm really disappointed with you (but i'm not sad) after reading your yesterday's blog entry.. this is the second time. I'm already quite disappointed when you told me that you will not be going to church on sunday and the upcoming sundays.. until everything is back to normal. Dear.. you shouldn't have gone to church coz of me.. you should go to church coz you want to worship God and to learn more about Him and His words (from sermons). If you are a believer, you shouldn't say that you need not go to church and can have faith in Him. This is wrong. If everybody is like that, then nobody wants to take time off or to get up early just to attend church service. There's another thing which i wanted to point out too.. i really don't understand why you wouldn't want to follow your mum to church last Sunday. I can understand that you wouldn't want to feel alone and loney in church. But with your mum around, you are not alone. Someone like her who didn't want to go to church for quite sometime can volunteer to drive Aunt Michelle to church and sit through the service can tell that she has renew her faith in God. Moreover, she kept asking you to follow her to church last week. I'm glad that God has answered my mum's prayers that Aunt Juliet will go back to church. But.. even if she don't go to church this week, you should go. I mean you shouldn't be afraid to be alone coz Aunt Michelle and others are there.. most importantly, God is with you wherever you are and wherever you go. He wouldn't leave you if you strongly trust and believe in Him. Dear.. i know that you will be unhappy with me after reading so much until this point. But i still have one last thing to tell you.. You once told me that it's wrong for Christians to criticize other Christians... don't you find that you are doing the same thing now? A believer shouldn't criticize Christians too. I'm refering to your yesterday's blog. Dear.. every family has their own rules to follow.. your family doesn't have it, doesn't mean that every family have to follow yours. You can't expect my family to do everything according to your wishes just to please you. Our restrictions have been set up since we were young.. there's nothing wrong with it. No doubt that my parents are very strict.. but it's our responsibility to obey our parents and their instructions. We shouldn't quarrel or go against our parents. It is not right. I know you don't like to hear this but i have to tell you and i hope that you will change your attitude and behavior towards my parents and yours. Respect them coz they are your elders and most importantly.. they love you more than i do. My parents are not restricting your doings.. they can't do that at all coz they are not your parents.. they can only set down rules for me.. so they are only restricting me.. not your rights. You should try to accept my family rules.. even if your family has rules, i still need to oblige to them coz they are my elders. Ok, that's all for today. I'm not reprimanding you.. just reminding you that you made mistakes. There's no doubt that everyone makes mistakes in our life but we should learn through mistakes and not let them repeat again. I'm not blogging this to affect your mood or your studies.. i just hope that you will not let your emotions/feelings overcome those important stuffs in life (eg: studies). I'm telling you all these coz i care and love you.. if i don't, i wouldn't even bother telling you. I don't go round interfering other people's business. Ok.. cheer up.. *smile* don't be sad anymore.. everything is over for today.

There's a passage from a book which i just read.. and i would like to share it with anyone who reads my blog.

Be gentle and ready to forgive;

never hold grudges. Remember, the Lord

forgave you, so you must forgive others.

COLOSSIANS 3:13

aGnES talking more trash @ 8:56 PM

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